Nestled into an array of great and present days that is just not.
And on those days you can look around and point at what might be the problem.
I used to find the issue very quickly but once you become introspective and investigative enough you start to realize that sometimes there is no issue.
That's more the case for me these days and it almost makes it harder.
It's almost easier to blame outside happenings and people than to have awareness of the nuanced parts of the human experience. Technically I am a female animal that is at the mercy of hormones and bacteria that is sometimes in a fight against my consciousness.
I know that logically nothing is wrong with me, but my bodily sensations and emotions tell me otherwise.
A duel ensues, each side trying to convince the other one what is the right way to feel.
Yet, the reason doesn't matter at all and the whole point is just to look at it and be ok with it either way.
😅🤣 So I'm just trying to do that through writing about it.
Me have a bad day?! 😤 Never 😝