I'll be over you by spring.
Something I'm trying to settle with myself rn.
For some reason this morning is full of feels and longing for a different course. A more exciting motion, a connection that strikes like a match.
I don't really know how I feel sometimes and when that happens I tend to isolate, delete the app(dating), and think about what it's going to be like when I do find what I want, or will it find me?
I'll listen to songs that pull at my heart and try to dissect myself.
And once settled, I'll be open again and full of fresh energy that thinks, maybe 🤔 what I want is the out there, and I'll take another pass.
Buttttt for now, I rest my heavy heart and carry myself like only I can.